arhhhhh~~~

When we chatting on christmas..i should STOP IT..

why i keep forgot this is a sensitive topic? stupid me..

i really think to buy u a laptop bag..honestly..i dont like u still using the old bag..is like..she never be away from u.. but i dint said anything..

i am thinking to buy u one, atleast when u are working you can have a suitable bag. thats why i said as a christmas present..

when u ask me izit wan u present the spec to me..i said not..coz i wan hp..

haha..mayb u will think that i am childish.. is just..i have get a proper gift from u mah..

other ppl bf so good..buy them alot thing... i am not wan those expensive or what..i want something which i will use everday and is close to me..

sometime, i really dono why i will think so negatively.. just like u go UK.. u bought me a bear bear..u said i never get 1 before. u hope to be the 1st one gave me..yea..i was really happy..just a bear..it makes my day happy..

but untill i know.. u bough one same as weny daughter... i dono how to explain the feeling.. is like.. shouldnt i be the special one? shudnt i can have somethign which ppl dotn have? u bought jersey for me..but u bought one for her too... haiz...

how should i think?