hope to tel you~~~

"i hope u celebrate with me for this new year eve.."

this is what i hope to tell u, but i dont hope to influent ur feeling..thats y i dint tell u..
dono le.. seem like u celebrate with ur friend without me..u also can be happy to play with.. enjoy all the way..

haha.. why i like a mommy.. like very worry on a son will be lonely or not when he 1st enter kindergarden.. that kind of feel..stupid me

hmmm..hmmm.. feel so bad right now..keep crying o.. crying is because.. i really do not know why i am so stupid..do not know what i wan..

i am clear that now u choose to go genting.. sure u will join them..u wont come bbq.. or wont ask me to join u as well..

but dono why..i like hope that u maybe will join bbq or ask me go along with u..

but hor.. i really hope u do what u want..

i also tell myself.. dint celebrate togather nia ..ntg geh... anniversary also dint celebrate togather la... and if i go genting..sure cherlene n yean ree wont go for the bbq ad.. coz they go is bcoz of me.. i really.....

haizzz... i hate myself.. i also dono what i want..

why i always like this..make u sanfu saja..

no wonder u like ephine more than me..

i also hate myself ad...