miscommunication

We had a 3d2n trip at.. klang.. haha
honestly, i am very happy that i can relax and have u accompany me for 3 days. but once again, we argue. i really keep wonder, what happen to me? why i will keep remind of something bad? why dont i remember only the thing that u make me happy?

that day, i ask u, why dont u understand me, i really dont like u contact with her. this is what u promise me. do u know, it is NOT THE MATTER that, what is the contain that make u REPLY her.. IS u PROMISE me ad u wont reply..

honestly.. when u reply her, at the situation that when she said something that u think there is a must u need to reply.. i UNDERSTAND.. i dint angry u reply her.. really ... is when u start reply her ONE.. then she keep sms, then u keep reply.. understand mah? vyen,how i should tell u to make u understand this?

that day, when u ask me, isit she wana jump down i also not alow u find her..my heart really pain.. i really do not know that, in your heart, i am this kind of people, a devil people.

i really understand when u said there is a must that u need to reply her.. is just.. THERE IS NOT A NECCESARY THAT U NEED TO REPLY HER ALL THE TIME.

yea. mayb for u, u think that u already "fu yan" her. but why i need to STOP contact with him while u can reply in "fu yan" way?

when he called me, u said u wana answer. u ask me " why i canot answer? " ...
VYEN, then why i canot answer ephine call?

this really make me sad.. but.. i dint show up anything.. because..i really dont hope to argue..

this few day.. the way u treat me different already.. u really less sms me..like u did last week.. am i think too much? too sensitive?

i am so sorry..really sorry..i really feel sorry... but.. i canot stop it..

last time.. when i start feel the different..i ask u..and u answer me the different thing.. end up i found out is a lie...

i very scare...really scare..the feeling make me feel hard....