truth???? trust????

Truth and Trust.
I gave my trust to the truth u told me.
I thought it was a truth, that is why i trust.

but when the moment i trust you, u started to keep away the truth..

someone told me, the truth is a gal slept in your room in europe.
someone told me, the truth is you woo a gal when in europe trip.


since last time, u told me the truth is u hate her. got argument with her.

is this the truth?
is this what i should trust?

i choose not to ask, is because i do not have the courage to ask so.

i get hurt deeply..

deep deep into my heart.

i feel frustrated

feel so stress..
feel very tired..
i always sick..really feel hard..

hope to go just a short relax trip with u..but u say next month
tot we are going to PD with all ur friends.. because ur friends jio u only u will go..
end up u say cant go..
i feel stress ..wana go relax..watch movie..canot
i wana go club..canot

what also canot..i really dono how to release my stress..u wont know how stress i am..

u keep on always ask me thing..always ask me who i go with..where am i now.. what i wana do next..who fetch me go..fetch me back..order me must do now..cant go here..cant do that..

i really feel stress ad..headache...pain...
do u care on this? just ask me dont this dont that..

i earlier back home..tot wana give u surprise..bt u just ask me where am i..why saw me on fb..tell u honestly where am i..all those..

somemore angry i play u..i just wana gv u surprise and back home earlier accompany u..but u wont know and understand..even how stress i am..i hope to watch movie i also back home acc u..

i sick..i tell u how sanfu i am.u just tell me ntg d la..doesnt really comfort me..

i tell u how stress i am..just say u cant do any decision for me..i dont want u say decision for me..but u never understand...

always say i feell i think...

i very scare to think ad..i very scare to say out my feeling..always say i feel too much.,what i think n do also wrong..

i just want a place to take a breath..

feel like wana die..

Feelingss

Feel Sad that we argue.
Feel Mad that we dont understand each other.
Feel Sorry that we cant tolerate each other.
Feel Hate that we keep stand at our own position.

Hope both of us will try to change for each other.

i really need u, in this meant time. I dont hope to be alone again like last time.
u do not know the feeling, the feeling of being helpless and loneliness.

sorry !!!
but i do not know u need me too.

i hope u will tell me all your things as i do tell you all my things.
but u said u will forgot those unhappy and dont hope to tell me.

everytime we argue, i also feel that why i am really such a bastard?
why i only did wrong thing and make people around me sad?

i really do hope.. u get back to her..have ur own happy life..

got a strong feelings lately,

if we dint know each other, u will still be the happiest brother which i have ever know.