Saturday, July 10, 2010

Alone for world cup match.. Can't celebrate anniversary as well..

Tomorrow is final world cup.. I really hope to watch with u..

I really hope we can celebrate our anniversay togather.. Last year I miss it.. I really hope v can make it this year..

I really scare end up u still say break up..

Really scare.. But no use.. U choose to hv time..

Friday, July 9, 2010

Lastly..... We are over

I can't believe u will say take care and never ask me to stay..
Hahaha actually u already know.. U really dint care on me..
I feel very hurt.. Every Friday also I say go ur house.. U still wait n hoping u will ask mr this time.. I wait.. This time I very patient n wait u end work n ask me go u there.. Haha.. End up. u never say..

Promise me acc me go shop for my sport shoe.. End uptell me u Ned to stay late at office wait ur fren.. Then accompany ur fren. if fren Ned go cheras. That's y can find me also.... Hahaha

I really sad

Thursday, July 8, 2010

shud i??

my senior ask me to go bangkok togather with him..

hs remind me that i purposely go do passport..

i tot i give u surprise ..go UK and find u..so i go do passport..

what a stupid me..

shud i go with my senior?

shud i let go our relationship?

i miss u

i saw my dear facebook, her bf wrote " love u " in her post..

i feel very jeolous..

i know is stupid to request bf to do that for me..

but..i just a gal.. which hope alot alot of caring and love.. the neverless love..

u never wrote thos..

somethime i really hope i got..

feel very stress and cant breath..

brother.. where are u?

i miss u

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Feel excited yet..... Worry

Our anniversary coming soon.. Do u still remember?

Preparing anything to me??

Honestly, I hope u can off that day to accompany me.. Is childish right??
Just anniversary.. But I really care on it.. What a stupid me..

Tell u lo, yesterday I really hope to watch movie.. But u seem very tired..
Really hope u know that I really care for u, just I dint mention...

Monday, July 5, 2010

I know......

I know u treat me good also..
No money to spend also come and find me..
I know u every weekend will accompany me..

But

sorry.. Untill this moment I still can't forget u Lie to me..
Sorry.. I still can't forget u tell 3 other gal u miss them and try to flirt with them..
It's really like a tatto in my heart...

Is pain whenever something make me remember it..

Is pain when I really know I love u, and I keep fight inside to forgot...

Is pain

Another crying night

Why u don't understand?

U asked me for a drink togather, only we both to have a drink.. And lastly.. U said YE friend invite u to drink as well.. U asked me whether to join them.

Do u think is necessary to ask??

Not u said both if us only??

Understand?? I not don't want to join them.

The main point is when u date me is only two of us.. Is u said only us.. Don't one other ppl d.

I angry is y never remember what u promise me n end up say I too count on wat u promise..

For me, ur promise to do somthing for me.. I really care it.. Feel that is very important..

I purposely dint eat to save money n treat u makan..
I tot is our commitment to save more money now..

I jeolous sister bf will buy get little thing that suit her.. Jeolous ghat he will present her something which he think is suit for her.. Or looking at something n that thing make him remind if sister then he buy for her..
The main point is not the present.. Is the heart.. Heart that will hv her always.. Wat also make him remind of her..

May be u got I dono ...

I very sad.. Wana go out with fren u nt alow.. Bcos u don't like I go out with guy.. Bt really honestly.. All my gal fren also less contact ad. ning LI moved ad.. Who else I can jio??

U never think so.. I not like u.. I can't just be happy then forgot all those..

I really stress..

U promise will acc me.. But....

I want the brother who is always there.. Not the one always say " we chat next day" " I very tired now" "I dono eat to say"

U told me u beh tahan me ad..

Mayb is my fault.. Sorry

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Sad to the MAX

I really hope sometime u will do something for me.. Really care on me..
U know why every week I ask u wana asked ur friend out for drink? Hope u hv time with them..

But why I don't hv time with my friend? U always not allow me to go???

My sister bf will buy her thing that she mention she like! Why I don't hv?
I not want LV OR GUCCI.. I sometime just want something which i think u present me wil be very lovely..

Am I too requested??

Sorry..

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Sadness weekend

I really sad and stress last few week.. Is u said will off one day and accompany me.. End up.. U break ur promise.. I ask u next wekk.. U said I requesting something very guo fen..

Do I?

I thought this weekend u will spend more time with me.. Coz I goin home soon, end up u got work to do.. I understand.. I just hope to have more time with u..

Say go pub with me two peole.. Okay la.. Wait till gt salary ad.. End up.. Other gal jio u.. We go togather.. I really no comment.. Because u the one say go only we both.. Now askme how? Wana go with them or not???

Sometime I ask u to see whether wana join ur fren or nt is because I hope u got time spend with fren also... I really think for u.. Hope u got time spend with fren.. Why u like nt know wat I do for u??

I just sien sien d over my holiday.. I know more stress comin next week.. Just tot use this three day to relax.. Bt seem nothing.. U busy ur work only.. I know u gt work.. So tired untill keep sleep.. I just need ur care..

Yesterday I realy unhappy.. My colleague all ask me go drink with them.. Know u nt happy I also dint go.. Tot u really coming fetch me.. I really happy d.. End up.. I wait there for 2 hours.. Only u come.. N dint tell me that u will b late.. I really tot u comin when u first call me..
U know?? I really feel dissapointed.. I know u gt job.. Bt u un mah.. U can drink after work with ur fren.. I hope too!!!!
Just I really concern on u.. U say u come fetch me ad.. Then I don't go meet my colleague.. Now u late one hour plus only tell me u leave ur office.. Means???

I dint go drink is because wana meet u.. But end up.. Both also can't get.. Can I say is u Lie to make me stay??

Friday, July 2, 2010

Dissapointed

Haha.. Not close .. Even she know u got presentation..
I dono how to think.. Really stress n sad
I sick u dint ask .. I stress u just listen..
I wait too long, just want u run.. Bt u say I not think in ur situation..
Yea.. My problem